Separating oneself

You let yourself fall into despair, 
Just to come out of it, 
And as you pull yourself out, 
You push others in.


Even as you walk away, 
You leave a trail of destruction, 
Hurting those around you, 
How cold can your heart be?


It is void of emotions, 
No feelings whatsoever, 
You left us all in the abyss,
And yet you care not, 
To look back, 
You never regret.


Can you see not the wake of your destruction? 
Have you no care of the people around you?


Who’s there to pick up the pieces? 
Of the brokenness you have caused, 
As you silently walk away, 
From the self you once were.

19th Birthday!

Well, feeling lazy and unproductive these hols… just like all the other hols. Even late to blog this entry. Haha~ My birthday just passed, hmm… now i’m… 19? Yeah, i think so. Seem like i might have lost count of my age. Oh well, it’s a good thing. :) You’ll never know how old you are and you’ll never feel old! XD Hahaha~

So, officially, 90+1 people wished me ‘Happy Birthday’. :) Some did more than once via different forms of communication. Mostly on Facebook, 86 people. 3 via sms, 3 in-person, 1 on phone. :) I would just like to thank you all once again for wishing me. :) Thank you very much. I had a somewhat great day despite the rally going on in KL and the independence of South Sudan. :) Went out for dinner, that’s all. :) Bought something for myself. :) Replying all the wishes. :)

And on Sunday, a long day indeed. Church till 2pm, home for a while to rest, off to Summit for Transformers at 4.30pm, Hainanese dinner at Summit :) back home past 10pm, went online to check my results. =D Long day indeed. Wasn’t quite expecting results to be out on Sunday though i did hear rumours about it but there wasn’t time for me to check before i went out. And, the Hainanese dinner was fantastic! :D Hainanese chicken rice. :P Yum, yum. You should try it sometime. XD The best is actually their stew. :P Haha~

Hmm… i’m lost for words. :P Nyah, just nothing else to write… hmm… guess i’m not in the blogging mood. This week is kinda… boring. No activities… gonna spend all my time at home?? @.@ Don’t wanna! Gotta find something to do. What to do, what to do…

Birthday high~

=D Hahaha~ Happy happy right now! XD It’s my birthday and it’s getting late… or rather getting early. XD XD Going high, happy high, that’s me especially when it’s late/early. XP Hahaha~ Thank you for all the wishes so far. =) Happy, happy frens, thank you frens. Don’t forget to smile too yeah! =D Smiles and laughter are good for you. :)

I wonder how long it’ll last… :) Hopefully a long long time if not forever. =D

Learning without practise

Learning something without practise is useless

because

Without practise you would tend to forget what you just learnt

so

Practise what you learn.

Joke #12

Hmm… i was just wondering… and i wonder lots. What is the purpose of my blog again… hmm… just can’t seem to remember. Without a purpose a blog is… lifeless. Ah well, let’s hear a joke. My friend put this up on Facebook.

So, how do you turn soup into gold??

 

Simple, just add 24 carrots into it. XD That’s just lame~~~ lol~ XD

Cycling at Bukit Cahaya!

Well, well, long tiring day today. Travelled far today just for cycling. Bukit Cahaya, Shah Alam. A place unknown to me but apparently i’ve been there before when i was a little boy. No memories of that though but so it’ll be a new experience for me then. I’ll keep this blog post brief cause i’m feeling tired and aching all over. :P So, it was an early early morning i woke up. Got prepared and left to meet up at uni at 8.15am. Met up at White with the rest and for breakfast. Then off we go, about 9am. =)

Reached there around 10am. and met some familiar faces. Hmm.. someone called Ah Leng, some other friends of JJ and EK, and i think i saw some of my primary school friends there… hmm… can’t be sure though. So, such a coincidence, it’s as though everyone we know were there on the same day at the same time. So, proceeding to the entrance, paid RM3 for entering and RM7 for the bikes which rented for 3 hours, seemingly. Yeah, 3 hours. I think we spent almost half the time at he base teaching those who ain’t familiar with the bicycle. :) 2 of us exactly, one was a fast learner. Haha~ At least one got to learn a new skill today, cycling. :) For me, i had somewhat little experience in cycling. Probably just over an hour worth of riding time in my entire life! :P Haha~ Usually i just ‘steal’ my friends bike and take it for a ride despite the fact that i wasn’t good at it. Haha~

After we’re done teaching, we started off going up the hill. By that time we were all already kind of exhausted teaching and cycling around the base. lolz~ But nevertheless we pushed on, up the 45 degree slope (super steep man!), all so tiring pushing up the bicycle… but it was all worth it when you reach the top of the hill and you can just ‘glide’ down the hill, feel the cool breeze brush the surface of the skin, the adrenaline of going fast. =D

And so, we passed a small zoo and my friend suddenly shouted, “A pony!”. We turned to look and we saw the… horse… lay down as though it was about to die! lolz~ Then JJ started to make fun of her saying, “See, when you call it a pony it died!” Haha~

Hmm.. that’s about it for the Bukit Cahaya part. After that we went out for lunch at Klang. :) We went for Bak Kut Teh! XD It seems that Klang is famous for its bak kut teh, i see many bak kut teh shops around. Haha~ Three pots, eight of us, RM80 altogether. =) Nice meal.

Later, we met up back at uni. Five of us decided to go CC, so we did. =) Went all the way to Damansara Jaya, played 4 games of Starcraft, 3 on 2. It was kind of an unbalanced game. There were like 2 intermediate players, 2 beginners, 1 expert. So it was kinda hard to pair up. :P Still, it was satisfying playing together. =)

After CC, JJ decided to come to my place since my place was close to his old house and he wanted to get the letters that may be delivered there. It was an interesting time where we got to exchange guitar knowledge. =D Haha~ Perhaps i shall try to progress further during this hols. Hmm… many things to do this hols. Wanna learn lots of stuff. :) If you don’t mind, teach me what you know. =D

So, that’s about it for the day. Really tiring day. Right after dinner i had about an hours worth of recuperation in dreamland. :P Actually, my whole body felt worse after sleeping… typical lah. Haha~ Aches all over and my but hurts. :P lolz~ Next up, ice skating! =D Next casualty will be my legs. Oh well~ as long as we have good times with friends, i don’t mind. :)