Fear

Fear,
It overwhelms me,
It is the essence of my worries,
It is the shadow that trails me,
A shadow that refuses to leave me,
It is gaining on me.

For many years it has followed,
For many times it has killed my feelings,
For many times it breaks me,
For many times it drives me to insanity,
What oh what can i do?

My heart shed tears,
Who can fathom me?
I scream in silence,
Who can hear me?
I suffer alone,
Who can comfort me?
I count the days,
When will it end?

I have taken the responsibility,
I can never turn away,
I stand for my principles,
I just can't let go,
To the people i must abandon,
To gain the freedom I yearn.

Faith have I,
Hope have I,
Trust have I,
To You I pray,
May You guide me,
And lead me out of this shackles,
And embrace me in Your arms,
May your will be done.

Valentine's Day once more...

Hi, it's Valentine's Day... well, it was, yesterday, but i'm writing about Valentine's Day so, yeah.
KK, as we all know it's a school day... but i really think it's better for it to be on a school day. You know, friends and people... instead of people who'd rather stay home and do nothing all day, better to go to school and berbonding!
Came to school that day thinking, hmmm... how is this day gonna be. Later Jennifer came by and offered chocolates in my class. Well, since it was offered, i took it :). Tq. No lessons during bio so got to discuss about some english stuff and chat with one another. Moral was interesting. Well that's for me cause i always like to know stuff, so happen teacher always have something to say. Maths and Add Maths, we got to learn more so too bad for those not here :P. BM... well, not so great because of some super challenging tatabahasa work that i don't like that type in specific but still had some fun time :). Then it was the end of school and back to home...
After school, i went for a special Valentine's Day youth meeting at church. Mostly games lah, berbonding games and mind games. Well, at least it gives us time to know one another more...
Rushed home after youth, went back church again at night for Missions Convention Day 2 by the people from BCM. Day 1 was on Friday, that's why i had to go back early after sports practice. Oh yeah, first sports practice for me was quite fun, being one of the few Form 5's :). And today was day 3! Well, it was great! Also, there was a small food fair after service today for funds to missions.
Okies, that's all for now :). Laugh, it's good for you :D.

Randomness...

Hi, hi, hello, just randomly decided to add a blog entry... firstly, laugh LoL! Okay, that'll take care of some of the stress :) Sorry lah but got no jokes in mind... anywayz, it has been about month though it seems to me like a year since Form 5 started. Time moves extraordinarily fast... or is it slow? It seems that if you have lots and lots of work you feel that you have already used up a super lot of time. Blah, just crapping out here :) ... and i'm gonna crap some more :) Let me tell you something:
Let's say we have exam tomorrow (gasp) and it's SPM! (GASP) and we have very little time left to study (!!!), for me i'll say, 'Let's travel at the speed of light or maybe go to some distant galaxy where the gravity is tremendously strong. Then time slows and we would have more time to study!!!'. (you would most probably be '?' now) Well it seems that time moves slower when travelling at the speed of light or when we are in regions of strong gravity. hao wkdnu naodw ajdwnf.... (you would most probably not understand what i'll say next so, yeah) Okay, end of crapping session....
Okay, now a story about what happened in school.... i kinda like dozed of in class when teacher was teaching. Hmmm... how did that happen? Well, FYI it's a first, i think. So, yeah.

A break from the stormy weather...

Well, i'm glad to say that for once this year i don't have any secretary stuff to worry about... what a relief. Homework is at the minumum... really thankful i have a time to relax my mind. Just a reminder... laugh please, it's good for you. :)