Clouds so free!

Puffs of cloud high up above,

Floating aimlessly,

Oblivious of its surroundings,

So lazily it strolls across the sky,

With no worris whatsoever,

It has that carefree attitude,

Some of us could only wish we have.

College life in the 2nd semester

Ho, ho, ho, i've not been blogging lately. Seems that my plan isn't working as well as it should be. Well, sometimes i don't feel like blogging other times i just don't have anything to blog about. Lately i've been blogging lots on... err... my thoughts and some 'words of wisdom' i came up with. College is still pretty much empty. Did you read my poem i wrote about it? Haha~ I guess most of the courses are on holidays. Mine isn't unfortunately. Well, what do you expect from one who took the express class. We don't have much holidays at all! The exams are our holidays. Lol.

Hmm... i shall talk about this second semester. I find it really stressful, or at least the stakes seem to be higher. A2 is said to be much harder than AS with harder syllabus and harder papers. I'd finish about one and a half chapters a week but that doesn't seem to be quick enough. It's 10 weeks till my mock exams! Gosh, now you know how i feel?

I decided to take this 'express train' to test myself how good i actually am in my studies. Before this, i always feel that i'm actually not as good as i really am. Just believing in all the saying of others, i made myself believe that i was that good but my SPM results says otherwise. It works sometimes but not all the time.

Second semester is as though sitting in a bullet train. Last semester was just the conventional train. Much homework i have, much have i piled up on myself, much have i done, and much there is to go. Just can't seem to make them disappear.

Just recently i have realised that studying really is important. So i strive to study whenever i can. Then again, the homework and procrastination is preventing me from doing so. Sigh~

Restaurant City has become a part of my life. It's a game on Facebook. It's really addictive. That was the reason why i didn't want to get into it before this but my friends played an important role in influencing me into it. Eventually i succumbed to the influence. Worse still, that was during my AS exams. (gasp) Oh well, i've gone a long way since then and i've overtaken some of my friends on the scoreboard. ;D Care to join me in RC? :)

Well, to all of my friends out there on holiday, have a nice time with you study break. Don't rust over it and come back having forgotten all you have studied thus far. Also, to those who are having classes or perhaps exams, all the best in you studies, bet you all have much of a great time at college or school. :) 

Alas, that is it for now. Goodbye and farewell. Meet again sometime soon. :) S.M.I.L.E smile! :) :D

Worries

If you have a lot of troubles to worry about,

Worry them one at a time.

Improving English

I guess i've found a new purpose for this blog. Not only do i blog about my life, but i shall use this blog as an opportunity to improve on my English language. I have to admit, my English... or rather my language isn't up to average standard... well, that's my opinion. So, i have to practice my English right here because i have no time to read all those books on the English language... Therefore, since i'm using this blog to improve my English, thou art whoeth stumbles into my blog, i ask thee of thy favour. Please give comments on my mistakes... unless they are intended mistakes... hmm... so what are intended mistakes? Well, for example, to 'Malaysianise' my writings or when i try to make it funny or all the 'emotions' expressed in words. So, i guess i ought to blog as frequently as possible.... ... ... sigh... now i can really feel the pressure of college. Gosh. What am i to do? Got to suck it up and stand up tall, think positive, be optimistic, and STOP WASTING MY TIME!!! (p.s. i'm saying to myself. :P)

Think positive... optimism!

If you perceive something as difficult,

It will trully be difficult for you to accomplish it.

The air is still...

I arrive at college,

The only person off the bus,

The roads are empty,

Nobody around,

I say to myself,

'Is today a national holiday?'

 

As i walk to the foyer,

It is noticeably empty,

Just a few people studying,

'Is it really a holiday today?'

 

Climbing up the stairs,

I notice MUFY's classrooms are dark,

Holiday perhaps.

 

Further up the stairs,

CIMP's area seems deserted,

Holidays too?

 

The A-Levels classrooms are in darkness too,

The hallway is dark,

The toilets are as well,

Everything seem quiet,

'A ghost college',

I thought as i walk the hallway,

 

I have an eerie feeling,

My heart pounds quicker,

As i stroll towards my classroom,

The lights of my classroom are on,

Who may be in there?

I push the door open in anticipation,

My heart pounds ever so quick,

Suspense.

 

Alas, i found the room to be empty,

Though i looked behind the door,

Checking for any ghosts that may be lurking,

A sigh of relief,

The air is still. 

Dark day...

Gray is the sky today,

Deprived of its colour,

Not a single tinge of breeze,

The air is still,

It is so humid,

What a warm day it is.

 

Everything is dark and gloomy,

Like those days of impending doom,

A sense of misfortune,

'What will today be?',

I ask myself,

I am soon going to find out.

Look forward!

If you often look to the past,

you will miss what the present has to offer.

Dreams~

Dreams are some ways of escaping reality, but it can almost never be real.