Time..

I notice that nowadays i spend quite a lot of time on the computer.... usually online.... that's bad.... real bad.
I've wasted so much time on the computer... time that should have been used for homework. I'm behind schedule. Work is accumulating. You can say igot stuck with the computer. Got to stop this. Limit myself. I feel like i'm falling behind on my studies. So far haven't study anything. I usually study when tests or exams come. Seems that now i can barelysurvive not studying. There goes. I don't usually study often but now i can't cope with my studies, especially Physics... it's giving me aheadache. Don't feel like going tuition too. So far the most tuitioni've been to is 2 tuitions. I'm still not used with the life of studying and tuitions. Miraculously i survive till this day. I can almost see my doom approaching if i don't study. Exams are coming! MAY!!! So close and i don't even notice. Time will pass so fast that ina blink of an eye it'll be exams all over again. Time's so precious but i wasted it. Got to stop myself....
Time flies... time is so valuable... time is... moments... is years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes, seconds, milli... nevermind... the most important thing istime should be used properly... use time in your own creative way.

I'm getting tired of 'this'....

Caution! I'm very frustrated now! Proceed with caution.

What can i say? What can i do? Work... haunts me from the very beginning. Not stress.... just tired.... too tired.... exhausted.... caged in a world not familiar to me. I change for the better... but changes just bring me further and further away from my real self. Is that true? Even now i'm confused. Yes, what can i say? What can i do? Seems that i'm not ready for the world. Too much! Can't stand it! Still.... life goes on as i worry... guess i'm not... nevermind. So, what else can i do but to pray and hope. It's all i have left. Darn, why am i complaining here! The world is a beautiful place, it's just that whether you can see it or not. Dilemma. Come to think of it i feel better now but.... Hmmm.... have fun, smile, laugh... that's the thing that is keeping me together now. The thought about friend so calming and assuring. Really feel like quitting everything... maybe it's the best option. But first... think rational. Think... something i'm good at.

More jokes!

This was a joke i made up in school this morning:
What does a ballet dancer and a banana have in common?
well.....
they both....
split! (banana split!)
get it?

Holidays were great! School... so so

Ooooh..... the holidays, great... awesome... great? Just some facts, did you know that Malaysia is one (or maybe THE) of the countries in the world with the most holidays? Still, it seems that we can't get enough of it. Started the holidays last week with a band meeting.... BUT... sad to say i don't quite like my own band (shh... don't tell my band members). What can you say when in you band you have MONTRI (catastrophe), Woon and Jeremy Jong! And if i'm not mistaken, Mon3 is the band leader. I'd rather make my own band... a better one of course. Okay... better stop talking about my band (pls don't tell them ok?). Don't want to hurt anybody's feelings. After that i rested everyday, lazing, relaxing, enjoying time until... CF camp! Awesome! Fun! Exciting! Mesmerising! Three days at Peace Haven, Genting, that's just soooo great!. The cool weather (oh no global warming), oh yeah... love the cold. The strong winds. The games. The rain? Drifting? One night there were some cars drifting uphill (UPHILL? don't people drift downhill?). First time watching it live. CF camp... just can't describe it.... real nice.... love it. Then sadly had to leave Peace Haven... bye bye this year, hello next year. Slept all the way back. Very sleepy, tired. This year there was less people... maybe it's because of the fees. Still, we were given cool T-shirts. On the last day of camp everybody wore it. Everybody was like.... so..... black? Hey i'm not a racist okay... it's just that everybody is wearing black T-shirt. Looking forward to next year..... next year here i come!

Rainy day

Lots of forms to collect. Supposed to pass it up today but Pn. Lin didn't come by so I didn't bother. Well, there are still around 10 people who have not passed up the form. Not much work today, how fortunate. So far, all work done except for projects. Stayed back after school to practice something. Then helped Tian Xiong do some stuff. (sigh) BK.... what to do..... hopefully my other tuition will change back to the afternoon so that I can go for BK tuition. Really want to take BK. Walking back home, the sky was dark, then.... drizzle. Decided to walk all the way back home hoping that it won't rain so heavily. Walking halfway then the rain poured from the  heavens. Luckily I had an umbrella ready. Unfortunetly only one, Tian Xiong forgot to bring his one. So when it started raining I had to protect his precious documents. Ran to the mamak restaurant near school to wait for the rain to stop. Chit chat, drank, ate, wait.... finally when the rain stopped we continued our journey home. Met Wai Yan in a Kelisa and Jeremy Lim was driving it. Wondered what they were doing.