Friday, 15 February 2008

Valentines Day... don't feel the atmosphere

It's Valentines Day, the 14th of February. Don't see anyone giving gifts to their valentine this year. Well actually I saw Pn. Chung carrying a bouquet of flowers. Got to say this day is so stressful. So much work! Tomorrow lagi banyak. Argh... the drama, so disorganised. Not well planned. Well it's hard to come by a good leader these days. Seems that everybody is getting lazier. The age of lazyness has come! Wonder what would happen tomorrow. Well, i could only hope for the best.
 
Work piled up, work done. Work done, work pile up. Sad... don't get any rest. It repeats. Not so used to this cause in the 'old' days i held no posts. Just an ordinary student with plenty of time to finish all my work. Now, i'm getting lazier and my work is piling up. Bad combination. Hmm... if only i could be part of my old self and part of my new self. Work piles up. School work, scout stuff, CF not much and the class. Especially scout stuff. Lots. Somehow i still manage to cope with it.
 
I feel different now in my studies. It's like i learn, i understand, i forget? No time to revise. All the time used for school work and scout work. Running low on leisure. So far i have not revised any of the subjects. Even if i had the chance to pick up the book and revise i wouldn't last long. I don't admit i'm smart but people say i am. I've not cared much on my studies in primary school. Just enough to do good enough and don't fail. Everything changed in secondary school. Actually, i was supposed to go to DJ but i transferred here cause my brother and sister is in this school. Sometimes i wonder, what would happen to me if i went to DJ.....

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